I would like to dedicate this post to Melissa Redd, so I'm going to start out by saying:
Hello my good looking friends!
I kind of can't believe that it is outreach time. It seems like just yesterday to me that I was sitting in the Norfolk airport sipping Starbucks waiting for my plane.... And then getting off the plane, going home, going to Panera with two of the most amazing people I know, and then doing it all over again the next day. You know what they say, third times a charm. (Wait...what?)
Uganda has seemed like a far off dream to me and the fact that this time next week I will be in the country I have felt my heart pulling me to since before I even set foot on this continent is surreal to say the least... to be entirely honest I am quite frightened. I have no idea what to expect. We'll be in the capital, Kampala, for at least the first week and then we'll head up to the northern Sudanese border to the refugee camp. I know this might seem silly, especially since we are only going to be there for two months.
And I know that this next statement is going to seem even sillier but I just feel like after all of the documentaries I've watched on Uganda (I'm not a na•ve American judging an entire country based on documentaries, really I'm not ...but my mom did always tell me to believe everything I see on TV) - child soldiers, Sudanese refugees, fat women (did you know that in Uganda really fat women are considered beautiful, and that young girls will actually go through a "sitting in" period where they stay in a hut and drink full fat milk all day to fatten up... sehr interessant), well it just seems like this country has so much pain, deep seeded wounds. I know that Uganda needs Jesus, and Aslan is already on the move so much there. Actually, because of the missionary work being done in Uganda, it is the only African country that has a negative HIV growth rate. It's beautiful to hear about all the work there. But then you hear about the child sacrifices. You hear about the witchcraft. You hear about Sudanese rebels crossing the border and gunning down two hundred people in a church.
So yes, I'm frightened.
But as it grows closer I am so thankful for my classes here. I really do feel that because of all the spiritual tools I have learned here, well I feel like I have a whole arsenal to throw at Satan's face... I'm ready to destroy his work in Uganda, and bring Christ's work.
Our last week of class was on Biblical Theism. Basically, what a Biblical worldview should be like. It was very interesting. Marguerite, our teacher, told us that if you have the wrong idea of God, especially His character, then it is going to effect everything, and basically you'll have a wrong view of the world. If you don't understand that in Genesis we were created to have dignity then you'll never fully respect the dignity of any individual, whether its Bill Gates or a the mother of six living in a shack in Soweto. They were created with the same amount of dignity. That mother is a candidate for sympathy, not just charity (Please read "Blue Like Jazz" by Donald Miller). Putting her in Bill Gates mansion and providing her with everything she could ever desire doesn't give her dignity. And by looking at her, anyone in need, and attempting to do that, well we are in fact taking their dignity away. And this is where the difference between community development and aid comes in.
Sidenote: She also used a lot of talks from Louie Giglio... please check him out. This guy is awesome, and so casual and humble about the pure gold that God puts through his mouth.
We had a nice long weekend break, so myself, Wilma, Sylvia, Lizzie, Nancy (Nigeria), and Jessica (Paraguay) all went and spent the weekend in Lesotho. We stayed in Maseru with two British girls who are volunteering with the Durham Link. Lesotho is a beautiful country. It is very mountainous and we went up one night to watch the sunset on top of this mountain that overlooks all of Maseru. It was so beautiful. The Besotho people are so lovely. They are so happy to have you in their country, and proud to show you what they have to offer. I am hoping to spend some time in Lesotho after my DTS since I will have a full six weeks afterwards. There is a village/town called Simongkong way up in the mountains where I would love to go. You have to use horses to get around up there.
We left Friday afternoon and came back Tuesday evening, around five o'clock. We wanted to be back before it got dark because this week was South African elections, and there was some talk of riots in the towns.
So we're sitting in the hall around six-thirty, casually eating our dinner, and sharing stories from our weekend apart when we hear this big bang, kind of like a bomb going off, right outside the hall. All of the sudden, four South African Army men come charging in the hall telling us that we have thirty minutes to pack a bag and then we had two move because the "rebels" were on their way. This is what they call outreach/survival week. I would like to call it hell. They took us off in the middle of the night, no clue where we were going, with only a backpack and a map. We hiked 5km in the pitch black, freezing cold (its almost winter here) to get to this farm. When we got to the farm we were split up into groups of two, given a quick (five minutes, literally) lesson on how to orientate a map, and a watermelon (turns out that was to be our only food for the whole week) and then taken off and separated. I was set in the middle of a sunflower field and told to wait there until he came to get us in the morning. Luckily, I had an amazing partner, Lean, from Pretoria, because otherwise I don't think I would have made it through that first night let alone what was to follow.
Long story short we spend the next three days hiking forty kilometers, sleeping in the mountains in shelters we made ourselves, taking courses on how to drudge through the bush, how to spot land mines, and purify water, all courtesy of the South African Army. [Ben Travis - I'm not really sure why, but this kind of seemed to me like something you would like.... And I mean that in an entirely masochistic sort of way.] I would have to say that the highlight of my week came on the second night, though. We all had to hike to the top of this mountain and set up our own individual camps, making shelters out of what we found there. Lean and I were really set way away from the rest of the group on the other side of a swamp on top of this hill. At first we didn't really mind because there way this cozy little cave there that we decided to clear out and use for our shelter... and then, it got dark at about six. As we were sitting in our cave casually discussing what we would rather be eating then watermelon we heard a growl just outside the cave. Yes, that's right ladies and gents, we had a visitor - your friendly neighborhood mountain lion. So Lean goes out and scares them off, or so we think. About an hour later we go to bed, and Lean is sound asleep snoring away and I hear it again, only this time there were multiple growlers. I frantically wake up Lean, we pray, and then decide that we are going to try and trek down the mountain, in the dark, to make it to one of the other camps. So we set out, nervously singing praise and worship as we take baby steps down and after about twenty minutes (should have taken us ten tops) and several wrong turns we made it to another groups camp where we were able to spend the night next to a big warm fire.
All in a day's work in the life of a bush missionary... I think I maybe called to a more urban ministry.
Well I'm sure you're all used to this by now, but I'm not sure when I will be able to post again. I leave for Uganda Thursday morning and the next few days are going to be pretty busy getting ready to the trip. I'll be in the capitol for a bit, so hopefully I'll be able to post something there - give you my first impressions of the country and more details as to what exactly our work will be there.
Please pray for us - for us and the other team from our base which will be going to Mozambique. Pray for safety, particularly in the area of malaria. A team from the School of Frontier Missions just got back from their outreach in the Refugee camp and every single one of them got malaria, and that was while they were on anti malarials. Pray for the hearts of the people that we'll come in contact with... that got will prepare the way for them to hear the gospel, particularly in the refugee camp where Jesus could bring such hope to these people. It is amazing to see what God has already done for this trip, I can hardly wait for what is to come.
Thank you all so much for your support, for taking the time to read this, and for your prayers. You are all such an encouragement to me here.
- Clare
Colossians 3:15-17 ....this passage as become a real comfort to me and it is something God has showed me a lot during my quiet time these past few weeks, I hope that it speaks the same to some of you.